Wednesday, October 20, 2010
You are my weather- rain or shine is decided by you.
Today got band then hav lunch wif
Jiani n Jingjing be4 band then meet Jabelle too:)
Then went to sch , cause band room haven open
so almost all the band people wait in canteen.
Then band- self prac
After band went goin out the sch that time got
some cher come stop us then say wat photoshot.
Then dunno wat need pretend we studyin at
the table there then n walk. Then they take the
pics. After that went to buy bubble tea n went home.
When i don't say, doesn't mean i don't care.
When i don't show, doesn't mean i don't feel.
Everything is a lie. Why do i care so much?
Thinking for you in every way, waitin for u.
I finally realised that i was not even better compare
to just a normal people to you.
Trying my best to make ur life meaningful, maybe my best
wasn't the best to you. I once thought i was ur no.1,
i was wrong. Maybe i wasn't that lucky to be that one.
All i ever wanted was just that simple. I once hope
that i could hate you, then in that way, it will be easier
to forget you, left you etc. I just cant. I just wanted you
not to be so cold to me. I just wanted you to treat me like
how you treat everyone else. Was that so hard? Even
after everything, i still wan you in my life. There was once
someone told me, why do u care so much when that person
don't even giv a damn. Why don't you just left that person
n go find someone else? Seriously, i do not know the answer.
Do you know how much it hurt to see you being so gd to others
but not me, seein you carin for others but not me. When i need you,
you were not there. When other people need u, u were there. Can someone
explain this to me? Everytime i see that, i hav to fake a smile. Trying my
best to pretend that i did not see that. Just waiting for another miracle
to happen.
Maybe Blog is my only listening ears.
